Hey Hey Memorial Day ~ I'm A Veteran! Random Thoughts!

I guess it has been a long while. I have run out of things too say. That isn’t a bad thing at all though. I know one thing. I am hungry as hell right now. It is time to cook the pork chops. I don’t know about my metabolism. I have been told, that at my age, it slows down. I thought it was supposed too a couple years ago. Perhaps I am just blessed in that aspect. Even my beer belly has a hint of the six pack that was there years ago.

I haven’t been writing anything lately. I don’t have a reason, I guess like with other things, I get bored with it. It is over 100 posts. That’s pretty damn good, for me. Another thing is that this is election year, and I have been spending most if not all of the time I am online, reading about the election, the hideous Clintons, the disgusting bill, and the fucktard hilary. The race has shown me that anyone can be a politician. Even an idiot like me. One day I guess I will get into it. The only thing is that I don’t know how I would feel having people that may have some negative info about me neutralized. I mean, for political reasons, if it is personal, I wouldn’t care. “Ha ha ha”

Oh, I see you looking with your looking ass. Smh.

I did do something yesterday. We went to the beach. It was cold as fuck out there. California is looking better and better. But I have decided to go back to school to get certified. Sucks that I have too, but its good to have some crap to fall back on, I guess. It sucks because it is the shit you already know, but you have to pay arms and legs for someone to give you a gerade on shit you are already familiar with. Boooooo!

Oh, I went on an audition last week. The first time in so may years. The funny thing is that for me, it went horrible. I decided to write my own monologue. And me being me, I forgot it totally. Like back in the day, I just made it up as I went along. I didn’t realize that I had the wrong point of focus, I was looking down and away, when the part called for me to look up, and out of it. In my mind that is. Bottom line, I sucked. But at least I did it. No resume, no photos, just me with a smile and a dream.

I have a ton of good news. But nothing I am willing to share here.

Well, maybe I am having too much sex. That and eating more than usual. Drinking less beer. Still don’t know how I feel about that though. My patches never came. Actually, I don’t think the shits were ever mailed out, to be honest. Sometimes you cant count on no one but yourself. And with that I am okay with. Why let others let you down, when you can easily fuck things up for yourself.

My fiancé has been over a lot. She watches too much BET. I hate that channel. I feel like a moron watching the shit. MTV never gets any play here. I think I am going to finagle the remote to block both of them. Those and faux news.

I need to be cooking something. At the buffet earlier, I found a new treat. It isn’t new, but, it is mint chocolate chip ice cream, followed quickly with a bite of honey dew melon. I don’t know what it is, but it is the best shit I have ever tasted. Maybe there is a kid on the way, and I am experiencing some cravings. Who knows? I sure don’t, but it is good.

Yo, it is hot as hell in the house right about now. I am butt assed naked too, with socks on. I don’t know if I want to put the air conditioner in just yet though. I just might though. We as people, are never satisfied, are we?

It could be worse. I mean I could have ocd or some shit. Or even worse, be cancer. Bwhahahahahhahahahahahahahaha!


shit, i have some pics to post. classic...........

MidDay Mood Muzic ~ Dedicated To Your Nosy Lookin Ass...

Good shit here...

You won't stay and you won't go
Love shouldn't be so complicated
You won't say yes you won't say no
Yellow lights you've contemplated

Tell me when will you decide
Baby if it's you and I
Just can't keep me on the side forever

You think that our love is stong
I just can't keep hanging on
What you going to do when tomorrow gone forever

You keep running in and out of my mind
Hello goodbye

You don't laugh and you don't cry
Love can't live without emotion
You don't reveal and you don't hide
Wearing your disguise out in the open

Tell me when will you decide
Baby if it's you and I
Just can't keep me on the side forever

You think that our love is stong
I just can't keep hanging on
What you going to do when tomorrow's gone forever

You keep running in and out of my mind
Hello goodbye(2x)
You keep running in and out of my mind
Hello goodbye

You're so hot and you're so cold
Love is here and then love leaves
And you switch so fast I don't know
If my head can handle the speed

Tell me when
Tell me when will you decide
Baby if it's you and I
Just can't keep me on the side forever

You think that our love is stong
I just can't keep hanging on
What you going to do when tomorrow's gone forever

Tell me when will you decide
Baby if it's you and I
Just can't keep me on the side forever

You keep running in and out of my mind
Hello goodbye(2x)
You keep running in and out of my life
Hello goodbye

You come and you go
Hello hello goodbye
(9x)