Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Late Night Dedication to a Pal O Mine
I don’t think you know how much I enjoy talking to you TK. I really fucked up in so many ways. And I don’t have any excuses at all. I believe you brought out of me my best when I didn’t seem to have it in me. I love you so much. I guess more of a friend now, we went through some crazy times. It is like you are the one that gets me. A lot of that coming from us being born in the same month. But you are wonderful. I know you think that you are crazy, and take pride in that. But you aren’t crazy to me. You are just a human. I listen to some songs that always remind me of the good times we had with each other. Faithful, by common, and closer, by goapele. I listen to them still constantly to remember good times. Sometimes I don’t think that I would have even wanted to write if it weren’t for you. That and the fact you had no damn cable television in your house. I many times miss you and your energy. You were really like my muse. We had a lot of bad times. But we had a lot of good times too. And those are the ones I chose to remember. Strangely, I am very happy at your life now. A couple of years ago I wouldn’t have been. And I guess that is because you were honest with me, even to the point where it hurt me. I am extremely glad that I did get the chance to get to know you. Even at times where I wanted to be mad with you forever I could never be. I just wish that I showed the appreciation then, like I have now. But we live and learn. Even thought you are an asshole, lmao, I can not imagine life without ever knowing you. And I am happy to say that we are friends. Or something like that. i think I will always have love for you. I miss you dearly at times. I only hope that I become the Winston Foshay of this period, and have you there campaigning. From now on, I am going to call you Tuffy. Because you are no damn tender kitten. Lmao.
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