Tuesday, October 02, 2007
True confessions...Late night Style
Caprice, you were real special to me. I waned so much with you at that time, but at the same time I was feeling myself in such a way that vanity wouldn’t even be a word to describe it. I remember the first time we smoked together. I had some good shit, and we were by the fountains all fucked up. While we were at that job, I would always look at you. I mean your smile was just so damn amazing. It was so lovely to say the least. Your body was great, a little thick around the edges, but that wasn’t an issue. Your feet were crazy suckable. I guess that was the start of my crazy foot fetish. Everyday we saw each other, there was just this chemistry. I cant explain it. We both didn’t know what the hell we wanted, but we knew we wanted each other we were both semi involved with someone else at the time. And even though that was the case, we still did our thing. And it was a good thing. I remember coming to your house when there was a blackout. No lights, just candles, and weed. We smoked and fucked like rock stars. I mean we were going at it. On the floor no doubt, because u had just moved in. we shared so many fun times, and after that we would see each other sparingly. And hook up a few times. I cant help but to think what it could have been. You were maybe the first one that put it into my mind that I could never be faithful. That may have been true then, and maybe 50% true now. But I cant help but to think that what if I could have been 100% with you. You never went nut free with me. Damn, imagine that happening for years to cum. Lmao, hope I see you again soon one day.
Late Night Dedication to a Pal O Mine
I don’t think you know how much I enjoy talking to you TK. I really fucked up in so many ways. And I don’t have any excuses at all. I believe you brought out of me my best when I didn’t seem to have it in me. I love you so much. I guess more of a friend now, we went through some crazy times. It is like you are the one that gets me. A lot of that coming from us being born in the same month. But you are wonderful. I know you think that you are crazy, and take pride in that. But you aren’t crazy to me. You are just a human. I listen to some songs that always remind me of the good times we had with each other. Faithful, by common, and closer, by goapele. I listen to them still constantly to remember good times. Sometimes I don’t think that I would have even wanted to write if it weren’t for you. That and the fact you had no damn cable television in your house. I many times miss you and your energy. You were really like my muse. We had a lot of bad times. But we had a lot of good times too. And those are the ones I chose to remember. Strangely, I am very happy at your life now. A couple of years ago I wouldn’t have been. And I guess that is because you were honest with me, even to the point where it hurt me. I am extremely glad that I did get the chance to get to know you. Even at times where I wanted to be mad with you forever I could never be. I just wish that I showed the appreciation then, like I have now. But we live and learn. Even thought you are an asshole, lmao, I can not imagine life without ever knowing you. And I am happy to say that we are friends. Or something like that. i think I will always have love for you. I miss you dearly at times. I only hope that I become the Winston Foshay of this period, and have you there campaigning. From now on, I am going to call you Tuffy. Because you are no damn tender kitten. Lmao.